Flames to dust
lovers to friends
why do all good things come to an end ?
surrendering to the womb of the moon
this anger, that regret, these repulsions
surrendering to the womb of the moon
this fear, that rejection, these compulsions
surrendering to the womb of the moon
this woman these pains that longing
this quivering quest of a love to belong in
surrendering to the womb of the moon
these samsaras these vritis
this ego these stories
surrendering to the womb of the moon
this body this prana
these emotions this mind
surrendering to the womb of the moon
these tears enough to flood the lands
who was I to mess with Gods plans
surrendering to the womb of the moon
vulnerable, naked and wild
who is this motherless child
my lord
where were you in those empty hours
when my soul withered like dying sunflowers
stillness
at last,
buried there in the bosom of the great mother
time and space dissolved in fantastic color
forming a fire of tremendous mystery
in which the Lords face appeared to me
immediately lost in his infinite eyes
as bright as the bluest of skies
I was a speck of star dust,
sitting on the edge of the cosmos
melted and merged into logos
formless and fully aware
the words of the Lord ran like honey through the air
my dear child,
when you saw two shadows on the sand
twas i there holding your hand
and all the times you saw only your feet
twas I dear child carrying you down the street
all those times of grief and longing
were designed to bring you back to my belonging
never in the darkest moment were you alone
look to the lotus in a rubbish heap and how it has grown
the kingdom of God is within you
knock and thee shall find
ask and it shall be given
my dear
all those things you wish you did not do
have already been forgiven of you
through the pure intention of your heart
my love, we are never apart
thou art that,
tat vam asÃ
you are one with me
you are shiva
you are fire
you are love
you are satchidananda
go back the way you came
forget these stories
forget thy name
come float in my primordial water
for my dear daughter
your longing is caused from separation
forget this desperation
it is I seated before each inhalation
and to my kingdom will you return after your last exhalation
such suffering is just an education
Unique to each incarnation
my child you are loved beyond your wildest imagination
those pains taught of the impermanence of this life
to marry your quest for truth with strife
to burn on the embers of your heart
until nothing more could keep us apart
what you are seeking is seeking you
just change your view
love can not be found anywhere external
alas that is why you have been spinning in a circle
surrender to the spiritual heart
and remember that we are never apart
in the cave of revelation
exists no rational explanation
this love you seek unconditionally
can only be found in our intimacy
i have always been here waiting like a patient bride groom
who has loved you before each and every womb
child do not get caught in the ropes of illusion
nor in this importance of being human
its a process of alchemical dissolution
distilling back to the origin of our union
for this life is just an experience
don’t allow it to dampen your radiance
your soul my dear is infinite
it is only i with whom you can be truly intimate
all of creation is imbued with my love
all of earth reflects the heavens above
invite my grace to guide your days
and your life will change in unthinkable ways
like a lake reflects the cloudy sky
don’t get lost in asking why
where did you com from ?
where are you going ?
my child fall carelessly into that un-knowing
for my love will always be bound about your wings
and your angels will always be guiding you in the soft night winds
as expansive as the great wide sea
is my unconditional love for thee
and as unmovable as the tallest mountain
is the source of this great loves fountain
surrender entirely to the celestial drum of your soul
that spandic rhythm where all is whole
transcend through the music of the spheres
until time and space utterly disappears
lay flowers at the temple of your hearts door
unleash your wings of abundant love and begin to soar
fly across the shores of Galilee
and again and again you will find me
stillness
I was carried back down to earth
drunk on the elixir of these words
by 12 beautiful singing birds
like a child lost in playing
I was ecstatic, laughing and praying
I am shiva
I am fire
I am love
I am satchidananda
surrendering to all of existence
without an inch of resistance
rebirthed that night in the womb of the moon
with the the sweetest scent of a heavenly perfume
infused with the mighty love of God
everything is much the same within my soul
for she finally is free and whole
the bondage of life is drifting behind
the bliss of freedom is melting my mind
I know now from where I have come forth from
free to roam
and when it is time
I sure hope this lion heart soul
does remember to find her way home